I’ve been back from conference four days now and I haven’t written a word. I’ve been busy reading blogs, looking at pictures of us behaving badly in Dallas and generally procrastinating the actual act of opening my document. You see, I went to this conference with the specific goal of catching the eye of a specific agent. I knew that I needed to meet this agent in person and pray she liked me enough to request to see my work. I did meet her and she did make a request.

Problem is, now I have to send it and I’m scared. I’ve never sent my work to an agent before. What if she hates it? What if she rejects me? What if I suck? Those are the questions I ask myself each time I go to open my document and polish up the first three chapters. For some reason I haven’t been able to get started on polishing this MS or writing the synopsis. My palms get sweaty each time I think about it. But I can’t keep myself busy forever, can I? I promised myself I’d send this off by the end of next week. If I want my CP to read it first, I need to get on the ball. I need to get to work. I need to get over this anxiety and write.

So. Does any one else have post-conference anxiety?